There’s times when I don’t know if what I’m doing in life it’s right, and if it’s right, then how do I know if it’s true. There are many things rushing through my head right now about what I’m doing here, right now, in this world, and in this situation. There’re questions that you ask your self and you are lost in your own question because you can never find the answer.
I don’t know who decides what is right and if it’s true. God is involved in this. But, jet again we don’t even know if we’re going to find out if it’s true or just the fact that we are use to what ever our parents tells us, or what we get from story books or on the web.
We all make this little mistake, we are so confide that when something is true, it’s true, but then we find out that it’s not true, and it just doesn’t fit in our heads. For example, my friend is seventeen years old. She was a good student who earned A’s or B’s only. But then she told me that she was pregnant, and when she was pregnant I watched her baby growing in her stomach, and I still couldn’t believe it and it was true, she was pregnant. She had her baby a few weeks ago, and I still cant believe it.
There was this time that my mom and my brother decided to go to the beach over at La Jolla. Some thing horrible happened over at the beach. I noticed it on my mother’s look that she didn’t wanted to talk about it. I even asked my brother and he didn’t wanted to talk about it either. I didn’t bother to ask again cause they where going to keep on denying it. I was convinced that they were hiding something from me but I just couldn’t believe that my own mother would hide something from me. So, what I thought was that they were playing around with me until I decided to ask my mom again of what happened that day. My mother’s eyes filled up with tears and started crying and crying non-stop. That’s when I started to believe that something bad did happen over at the beach. My mom told me to sit down that what she was going to tell me was going to take it very hard. She told me that my brother was pulled into a swirl in the water while he was swimming. My mom’s reaction was to go after my brother and try to get him out of the water because he was drowning. Fifteen to thirty minutes passed and they where both drowning. My mother gets out by miracle or a force of magic, the thing is that she gets out, but my brother is still stuck in the swirl, drowning and trying to swim up to get air. Fifteen long minutes passed, and the rescuers had pulled him out of the water.
Things like the one my brothers experienced are hard to believe but they’re also true. I still couldn’t believe it, but it did happened. The good thing is that my brother is ok and as well my mom is still alive. Now, I’m trying to be more with them than ever. We usually don’t know what we have until it has run off out of our hands. That’s for sure a fact and true.
